It’s one thing to have your heart broken - left picking up the millions of pieces, clenching them so tightly in your hands they slice you open - but it’s another altogether when you’re the one, the cause, and it’s done so blindsided that it creates a chain reaction claiming you both. Shock, disbelief, remorse, anger, fear, loss, it doesn’t matter, it’s like trying to fill a bottomless bucket.
Words become meaningless, useless, as the only thing that registers is the white noise like the ringing in your ear after a bomb goes off. Shaken, disoriented, left stumbling around before collapsing to your knees. Yo